i had an amazingly long talk with my youngest brother about our personal problems and he has since became my personal confident. i feel so good about it. sharing my problems with him allows me to see things in a different perspective as he really analyzed the situation for me. now i am almost 100% certain about the doubts i once had.

nowadays i am so hook up with fish leong's song 'Hui Hu Xi De Tong' because every single word pierce right through my heart.

以前我不懂得 未必明天　就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛, 它活在我身上所有角落

哼你爱的歌会痛, 看你的信会痛, 连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛, 它流在血液中来回滚动

后悔不贴心会痛, 恨不懂你会痛, 想见不能见最痛