is it the scorching sun that is burning my inner soul or the insomniac nights that were accompanied throughout the week?
Daddy is always busy with his business and is seldom at home. I estimated that he travels overseas twice a month. That explains why I am never close to him. However sometimes, both of us would have a long talk on some personal stuffs that are rotating around us and I do cherish these moments. I appreciated that he is willing to fetch me to Bishan train station and willingly waited outside the Post office while I collected my package although he was running late for work.
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Despite the fact that my love life is empty currently, I seriously do not see a need to find a guy. Seriously I have so many good friends around and they are always here for me when I need them so is there a need to look for a partner just so to keep me occupied?
I used to be a horoscope freak (I'm still into finding out more about my horoscope but not as much as a freak now) and I know that an Aquarian is forever seeking for freedom. Aquarians, who are known to be independent, doesn't like being tied down. So don't be surprised if I happens to be single throughout my entire life.
PS: This is clearly a stupid update. I was pestered to make an update for days so I've left with no choice but to jot certain thoughts down.
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Thursday, May 18, 2006
The Master said, "What is there in the world to think about or to deliberate about? In the world there are many different roads but the destination is the same. There are a hundred deliberations but the result is one. What is there in the world to think about or to deliberate about?"
I never like changes, especially when it violates the serenity I used to enjoy in life. Being a typical spoon-fed Singaporean, my route is carefully paved by my parents throughout my 18 years of living. Now I have to make a major decision, which concerns my furture endeavour, with insecure apprehensions. No doubt I'm still uncertain about not following the orthodox path.
Vanessa shared my sentiments. She told me that pursuing a degree overseas ensures a higher prospect than taking a degree from a private university in Singapore. I'm aware of that too but I'm not exactly ready to survive outside all by myself. It takes courage, discipline and most of all, independence. However, I'm dismay to say that these 3 factors are lacking in me.
I have always admire people who never conform to the society, instead, they follow their hearts and go after their interests. I will never be able to do that; forsaking a degree for music or dance. As much as I love the arts, I may still pursue a degree which could benefit me in my future job(s).
So bye bye dance, bye bye fashion deisgn... I pick Mass Comm over u guys...
If you don't like something change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it. ~Mary Engelbreit
I never like changes, especially when it violates the serenity I used to enjoy in life. Being a typical spoon-fed Singaporean, my route is carefully paved by my parents throughout my 18 years of living. Now I have to make a major decision, which concerns my furture endeavour, with insecure apprehensions. No doubt I'm still uncertain about not following the orthodox path.
Vanessa shared my sentiments. She told me that pursuing a degree overseas ensures a higher prospect than taking a degree from a private university in Singapore. I'm aware of that too but I'm not exactly ready to survive outside all by myself. It takes courage, discipline and most of all, independence. However, I'm dismay to say that these 3 factors are lacking in me.
I have always admire people who never conform to the society, instead, they follow their hearts and go after their interests. I will never be able to do that; forsaking a degree for music or dance. As much as I love the arts, I may still pursue a degree which could benefit me in my future job(s).
So bye bye dance, bye bye fashion deisgn... I pick Mass Comm over u guys...
If you don't like something change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it. ~Mary Engelbreit
Thursday, May 11, 2006
No man can be happy without a friend, nor be sure of his friend till he is unhappy - Sigmund Freud
"How do I survive without you? It is a bummer that you no longer going for classes. No, I'm definitely not stunned when I heard that you're quitting. Perhaps there has always been a voice behind my mind urging me to be mentally prepared that you would not be present in class someday. It's a bummer nonetheless... a real bummer... I'm going to miss you so much!"
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Chuwee got back from Taiwan last week and she got everybody little gifts. But what she had given me is not 'little' at all as compared to what she had gotten for the rest. She got me a nice bracelet nicely packed in an exquisite box. I am utterly ashamed of myself right to the core. I neglected theirs presents when I travelled to Taiwan last year and to the States in March. *Slap myself*
And there is Jie too who got me earrings when she travelled to Taipei last year.
No point in regretting now. All I wish is to DIY some little litte stuffs like accessories for Chuwee and Jie and the rest of the gang.
Jo... Please teach me how do I DIY accessories please? (Sigh... you're not even reading my blog... LOL)
"How do I survive without you? It is a bummer that you no longer going for classes. No, I'm definitely not stunned when I heard that you're quitting. Perhaps there has always been a voice behind my mind urging me to be mentally prepared that you would not be present in class someday. It's a bummer nonetheless... a real bummer... I'm going to miss you so much!"
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Chuwee got back from Taiwan last week and she got everybody little gifts. But what she had given me is not 'little' at all as compared to what she had gotten for the rest. She got me a nice bracelet nicely packed in an exquisite box. I am utterly ashamed of myself right to the core. I neglected theirs presents when I travelled to Taiwan last year and to the States in March. *Slap myself*
And there is Jie too who got me earrings when she travelled to Taipei last year.
No point in regretting now. All I wish is to DIY some little litte stuffs like accessories for Chuwee and Jie and the rest of the gang.
Jo... Please teach me how do I DIY accessories please? (Sigh... you're not even reading my blog... LOL)
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
the ogre is back again. it increases like a balloon and is unknown to me when it would explode.
'I utterly abhor, yea, from my soul. Refuse you for my judge.' --Shak.
you're never a good friend, or that's how i feel so
i am never high in a selfless mood. i never want to be anyway. or rather, not anymore...
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The massive campaigns have been going on for weeks with respect to the GE(General Election 2006) this coming Saturday. For as far as I know, I never recall the 2001 GE causing such a bustling commotion.
Everyday, there is a pep rally on a large vehicle droving past our house. One of them would use a loud speaker and urging for the residents to vote for their party.
This morning, by coincidence I supposed, I was chatting with bro in his room when he told me suddenly that the PAP lorry was around the corner AGAIN. This time, I look out through the window and my bro was right! There goes the loud speaker again. The 5 MP candidates were standing on the lorry this time round!
Yeah and I assumed that MP Yong saw me peering out of the window curiously so he waved at me. It beats me but I got excited all over while jumping and flapping my arms at them.
My bro felt so embarrassed that he bent his head down in hope that he would be able to hide his face. But hey! This whole pep rally thingy only happens once every 5 years so what's wrong with being friendly to our MPs? Furthermore, my neighbourhood is especially quiet and unenthusiastic this morning (since most residents are at school or work) so I bet that those MPs were over the clouds when they spotted 1 enthusiastic supporter.
Thumbs up ^^
'I utterly abhor, yea, from my soul. Refuse you for my judge.' --Shak.
you're never a good friend, or that's how i feel so
i am never high in a selfless mood. i never want to be anyway. or rather, not anymore...
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The massive campaigns have been going on for weeks with respect to the GE(General Election 2006) this coming Saturday. For as far as I know, I never recall the 2001 GE causing such a bustling commotion.
Everyday, there is a pep rally on a large vehicle droving past our house. One of them would use a loud speaker and urging for the residents to vote for their party.
This morning, by coincidence I supposed, I was chatting with bro in his room when he told me suddenly that the PAP lorry was around the corner AGAIN. This time, I look out through the window and my bro was right! There goes the loud speaker again. The 5 MP candidates were standing on the lorry this time round!
Yeah and I assumed that MP Yong saw me peering out of the window curiously so he waved at me. It beats me but I got excited all over while jumping and flapping my arms at them.
My bro felt so embarrassed that he bent his head down in hope that he would be able to hide his face. But hey! This whole pep rally thingy only happens once every 5 years so what's wrong with being friendly to our MPs? Furthermore, my neighbourhood is especially quiet and unenthusiastic this morning (since most residents are at school or work) so I bet that those MPs were over the clouds when they spotted 1 enthusiastic supporter.
Thumbs up ^^
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