妄想分别执着...

I need to S T O P stalking this one person on facebook!

I'm getting a little creepy (I think :p)

Sales internship is finally over with a BAMMM

Ended BIG! Congrats to myself, I'm so proud!

My past 3 months of sales has make me grown so much!

I'm gunna miss it so much (not now thou haha! I'm glad for the break)

I love the friendship I've gained through this internship, love how we bonded through thick and thin'

Love my girlies @Kristen SCHMIEDER (K girl) & @Britney Thomas (DIMBO!!)

Back to school in a week but I felt so done with it I just wanna move on in life! I can't wait to get outta it!

wish upon a star?

make a wish by the wishing well?

blowing diamond dusts and make a wish?

crossing my fingers and wish hard?

If only dreams would come true, I would turn the tables and make things happen! I would have control of my fate!

Uh-no! I think I've fallen into the shoe addicts category!

Here are my new found loves..... And they are merely two in millions!




I'm addicted in pumps and heels but god knows when would I ever get a chance to put them on!

Wow! Dominic Sandoval appeared on tonight's SYTYCD! He could totally pulled off as the guy-of-my-dream, sadly I would never ever see him again unless... our paths would crossed at some point! Nothing could be done now beside waiting and hoping!

urghhhhhhh

It's so weird that I kept having people around me telling me that I'm much more awesome than I always think of myself to be, that I never gave myself enough credits. When Britney texted me this earlier, it makes me realized that everyone around me, at least all of my good friends, have told me this at least once in a lifetime. It left me pondering over the reality of it. Am I always very hard on myself that left me miserable?

If you remember saying the exact same thing to me before (I'm pretty sure most of you had!), please comment on my blog! Haha...

My blog has long been abandoned (poor thing) but I have not forgotten it. Amidst my busy schedule, I thought that maybe it is time for me to revive it. This is an excuse for me to vent my emotions and feelings. I haven't been very productive recently because I have been pestered by the pain on my shoulders and neck. The usual neck strain was supposed to go away in a few days yet my pain persisted for three days and it is preventing me from much studying. Hence, I decided to look up for tui na in Tucson and for the first time I actually spotted clinics that practices chinese medication and acupuncture. I went ahead and I experienced my first ever acupuncture by an inexperienced intern, count my luck, yet the pain didn't go away as it was supposed to so he called in his mentor. Finally, an experienced master, why he should have come in and cure me long ago. I just got back from the clinic, feeling slightly better but the strains still there. At least now I could turn my head to my left and right.

I had an ultimate goal that I have been working so hard towards it. It is something that I'm dying to achieve. It's not easy though as it requires me taking baby steps toward this ultimate goal. And I am sailing smoothly so far, everything is going according to plan. I thought I would be contented with my progress, but is it really? There is still something missing in me. My career path is peaking, thanks to all my hard work, and I see light in my future. But why do I feel so empty? I've been missing home again recently, and for a while, I thought, maybe I should ditch my goal and return to my security zone.

My finals will end in May 11th, and I will be flying to North Carolina on May 12th. It will definitely be fun exploring a new town which I have never been before and everything is sponsored by the company, from my flight to accommodation. However I'm feeling so stressed and nervous about this trip. Traveling alone is exciting and nerve-wrecking at the same time. And the training is so packed and stressful that I am afraid that I will not perform up to my manager's expectation. I'm not bubbly all the time, I'm shy and socially awkward. Yet I have to put up a fake me to suit this job. And fancy waking up at 4am to catch an early flight is not at all exciting...

A friend told me about this really cool music video that everyone has to check it out, or else you gotta regret it.

It's a compilation of top 25 hits in 2009!

The Black Eyed Peas - BOOM BOOM POW
Lady Gaga - POKER FACE
Lady Gaga Featuring Colby O'Donis - JUST DANCE
The Black Eyed Peas - I GOTTA FEELING
Taylor Swift - LOVE STORY
Flo Rida - RIGHT ROUND
Jason Mraz - I'M YOURS
Beyonce - SINGLE LADIES (PUT A RING ON IT)
Kanye West - HEARTLESS
The All-American Rejects - GIVES YOU HELL
Taylor Swift - YOU BELONG WITH ME
T.I. Featuring Justin Timberlake - DEAD AND GONE
The Fray - YOU FOUND ME
Kings Of Leon - USE SOMEBODY
Keri Hilson Featuring Kanye West & Ne-Yo - KNOCK YOU DOWN
Jamie Foxx Featuring T-Pain - BLAME IT
Pitbull - I KNOW YOU WANT ME (CALLE OCHO)
T.I. Featuring Rihanna - LIVE YOUR LIFE
Soulja Boy Tell 'em Featuring Sammie - KISS ME THRU THE PHONE
Jay Sean Featuring Lil Wayne - DOWN
Miley Cyrus - THE CLIMB
Drake - BEST I EVER HAD
Kelly Clarkson - MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU
Beyonce - HALO
Katy Perry - HOT N COLD