It has been so long since I talked to you guys and I guess I probably make some of you worried with my depressing entry posts. I have to admit that for the past weeks I have been blinded by my own wishful thoughts and thus causing a great misery out of it. Did I mention that I have less than 3 years left in the United States and shouldn't I be enjoying life here to the fullest instead of wallowing in my own misery? And so I've sorted out my thoughts and decided I should let go and move on. So in fact I felt a whole lot better since yesterday.

Anyway, I suay suay fall sick today (still feeling miserable now) and as Erin knows I tend to incline towards being a total wreck [gets friggin' emotional after feeling vulnerable] when I fall sick. So I get so homesick and starts thinking about him again. Still, I gotta say I appreciate this friend who has stood by me throughout this sucky period, she is always here for me and I'm really thankful for it. Ju, I <3 style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">you!

How's my school life? Hmmm my school workload is starting to pile up unbelievably. It seems as if fall semester has just begun though. Spanish class is interesting but it is going at a fast pace that I'm getting worried about my ability to catch up. Honestly I am worried about my GPA too 'cos I scored S-H-I-T last semester and if I don't ace this semester, I can totally forget about doing my internship at London, nor securing a place in a main-stream sorority.

By the way I was accepted a bid into this Asian Sorority however I decided against it 'cos I seriously don't feel good hanging out with my pledge sisters. So Erin, I've again given up a chance to be involved in campus. I'm still in a search for a new identity though.... though it takes time...

Yunyun, thanks for your e-mails, it warms my heart. I'll return you one soon alright? =D Let me know how you're doing!

Asshole, I miss talking to you.....