[this post was written on Friday noon but i decided to post anyway]

i'm suffering from a lil' home-sickness today. it unknowingly started to seep in when i dreamed of my brother which brought about heart-ache. and surprisingly when i was awoke, my mp3 player was playing '你最真贵', which further enhance my nostalgia, further reminded of him and of the time he sang that particular song. by right if i wasn't so lonely and always so alone here at my small and compressed apartment scratching my brain and thinking of what to do next, i would be able to get rid of my home-sickness. but no, i feel so alone and anti-social. no friends whom i can talk to except tina but of course she has family commitment and is not always here at the apartment. i'm dying for ling to come back to tucson so at least i can escape to her apartment once in a blue moon...