Much too many tears have been shed
Feel kinda bad towards my family and dear friends for causing unnecessary fuss over my frequent breakdowns
I'm proud to announce that I've straightened my unchained thoughts and decided against dwelling on the unchangeable facts

Recently, a senior whom I've always respected told me that 'friends are like passer-by'. It is fate or destiny that allows them to cross our lives at some point in life but after the intersection, we all have to move on with our own separate paths. Does that mean that there is no such thing as forever or everlasting? I hate to believe in that, or rather I don't wanna. But being out here, fending on my own allows me to witness the true colors of some people's intention. I have always believe in only the goods in others, and I pinned that I will never ever changed my perception, but reality forbids me. Mummy told me that fate is unavoidable, even if my friends lack appreciation and warmth, I still have to show them my love and concern unconditionally. It is always much easier putting the words in my mouth than actually applying it in reality. But I will put in my utmost effort to become a 'saint' ==