i'm overly excited and glad that i have finally found a goal in my life which motivates me to work harder towards it.
certainly there are way too many things in life that are waiting to be achieved and that sometimes becomes a mean of distraction from remaining goal-oriented.
as easily distracted as i am, i will have to learn to set my priorities straight this time and focus on what is beneficial for my future career path or my application to grad school. not to mention that i have only 2 more years left till I graduate from a Bachelor degree and this means that I have such a limited time to color my resume. (I have netiher an internship nor volunteering experiences, neither did I participate in any clubs or leadership skills activities yet, wahhhhhhhhh there's just so many things to accomplish in my last two years of undergraduate studies).

as i have said, there are too many distractions in life and sometimes you will realize that it is not within your control if your current life happens to turn 'upside down'. since you have no control over it, why not accept that for once your life is totally screwed. maybe it's time to focus on other things which you know it's within your control and make it happen!