you know, i am never good with expressing my innermost deepest feelings to anyone
a short and simple three letter words which comes from the bottom of my heart seems so easy to say it out loud yet difficult to put those words into my 'golden' mouth
in the past i've conjured million ways to express my love and gratitude towards you, but sadly i never get the chance to truly tell you those
i love you, i really do.
every now and then when i am jabbed with our sentimental memories, i would still get emotional because it is just lately that reality, like tons of bricks, began crushing down on me that I realized that you are no longer by my side, that I may never get to see you again, or as often as we used to, that what we have shared in the past has become a history and that those times will never ever occur again... There is no second chance. We can never go back into the past...

but i believe that there's a hero that lies in each and everyone of our hearts
if we search within our heart, the emptiness we felt would go away
so please believe in yourself that you'll be able to pull through all the obstacles ahead of you
i may not be there physically, but you should know where to turn to when you need support


MEMORY is a golden chain that binds us together until we meet again