i'm emotionally drained after wailing
i'm such a cry-baby

jingxuan:
thank you so much for sharing your problems with me
you never know how much it means to me...
we used to be really close when we were kids and i wonder what caused the strain in our relationship
many times we threw slurs and insults at each other and i remembered saying hurtful words to you
i wonder if you were ever hurt by my insensitive words but trust me, i never meant it, not a single word
both you and dingxuan are equally important to me
i've always yearn for a day when we will get closer, and share secrets and problems
i'm optimistic now
thanks for giving me this hope
i love you! i love everyone in the family!
papa said i always appear cold and emotionless, thats because i'm afraid to be emotional in front of people
i may never say these three words verbally, but right from the bottom of my heart, i love you all!